[00:00:00] Susan. Yeah. I am living, walking ayahuasca to most people, honey. They see me coming and they just start gagging because I’m going to like with my energy. Yes. And then I’m laughing loud as hell. Yeah. I’m talking loud as hell. You know, I got multiple men, you know. It’s like your husband, you gotta hi. It’s just been a wild, wild life.
Yeah. But
they grow. Plus you’re big. Bold and you’re loud, and yes I am. I’m, you’re
colorful
and
you’re
confident.
And I cause people to have to think it’s like a critical thinking edge that they reached. But I like ayahuasca, like mother, you know, she’s a mother plant and I feel like I have that energy. I love that.
And so that’s my sort of effect and the way I trigger people. But I gotta ask you. Do you have that? Do you have something like that? Yeah. Where you trigger
people? Yeah, and I think my mother plant might be tongue cat. Are you serious? I don’t know why. When you were saying ayahuasca is your, your plant, I’m thinking that what, what the way that I trigger people is that I am [00:01:00] so impenetrable.
Strong and solid and confident in who I am. Yes. That it really makes people uncomfortable. Right. And I spent a lot of time diminishing myself, oh fuck that, to not trigger people. Mm-hmm. And then I just went, ah, maybe I’ll just spend time with different people. But the people who are triggered
They’re learning and growing.
They’ve attracted us. Yeah. To have an up level. That’s what I think when I’m triggered by somebody, I know it’s something I need to learn.
Yeah. Well, it’s interesting because once you hit a certain level of. Exposure out in the world. Yes. I wouldn’t call it fame. Everybody’s famous these days. Right. But once you have, uh, once you’re impacting a lot of people.
Yes. What you’ll find is that half of them, maybe it’s like a third of them, are like neutral on you. A third of them absolutely love everything about you. Like, oh my God, she’s such a bombass bitch. I love her so much. So big. She’s so tall. She’s such a [00:02:00] glamazon. She so speaks her mind. She so stands for her pleasure, right?
She so stands for her sovereignty, and then she runs her businesses. She’s a rainmaker. She does all this shit. This is amazing. And then a third of the people are like, she needs, she’s a harlot. She’s a heart, she’s a wizard. She’s a slut. She’s horrible. I can’t stand her. Look at her makeup. Look what she’s wearing.
What’s wrong with her? Face, did you see that? Skin on her chest? You know, like all this stuff. All
if we tear you down, right? If we understood that though, then you wouldn’t be afraid because that’s, everybody across the board is gonna get those reactions, that one third, one third, and one third. That’s exactly
it.
And what I do when I see those comments or read. Things. I go to two places automatically. The first place I go is my compassionate heart. Oh, yes. Which is, damn, I’m so sorry that my mere existence is triggering the shit outta you. That’s okay. I feel bad for you. Right, right. And it also goes to the fact that I have fans that have been loved me for decades.
Right. I [00:03:00] love that a lot. I think the biggest thing with the empathy for me is that when people used to have the millions of comments on the threads about, yeah. My television series, or I have to, it’s just, it’s just, I started to see that it’s, it’s almost like they’re waking up from a slumber and somebody put water on you and wake you up.
You’re like groggy. Yeah.
I get it. I like that. That’s a good analogy. I get it. Yeah. The ayahuasca and the water. Yes. Yeah. We get it though. We get it. And to Cali is a root. I heard it. And remember in the one of the other segments we are, we did together. I talked about how my orgasm created this taproot into the earth.
Ooh. Yes. And that’s kind of what to Cali is like. It’s a root really. And so. It’s a root that makes you feel strong. Ooh. It gives, it makes you horny. It makes you vital. Like that’s the, that’s the personality of to cat. That’s you. It’s, that is you. I think it’s hundred percent. Yeah. There you go.
